(UCTD)Dreamz

Falling down thinking of the impact, crashing to the surface high speed no slowing down, watching all life fly bye into imaginable nothingness, waiting for the end not knowing the conflicts of these actions undetermined by fate or unexplained decisions, exploding regrets of expectations of loved ones of friends of families, hitting the ground not felling pain emotion as life ends into a void of never ending nothingness.

Childhood was short for me, you can’t blame me for acting like one everyonce in a while its not like im not mature enough to understand that what I do once in a blue moon (weed) or have fun with friends and play hide and seek (drunk) is wrong its not like its ever gonna change anything ill wakeup the next morning and go to work. Any way I grew up to fast its time to catch up on what i’ve missed out on.

Dont tell me im to immature to understand that what I do with my money some how affects you, you’re just to immature to let me grow up and make my own choices and mistakes always telling me to learn from past mistakes and ragging on me for one small mistake when you’re always making yours over and over

To follow insanity on a twisted path. To endure the pain like gods wrath. To grow cold with every breathe. To burn like fire to anger and death. To scream out loud without a sound. To be chained to the ground. To watch the world in a stand still. To smell the fear of all blood spill. To cry to the world with no one to hear. To be blinded by the light like a golden spear. To see life like a dream. To flow free like the water in a stream. To grow and flourish like a tree. To love, live, hope, and feel, to just be me.

Proceed with caution the road ahead is the right path, but it is a dangerous one. In order to make it through you will need to be strong and aware of your surroundings therd is a lesson that must be learned. Everything that you will endure will worth it to have the feeling being at you greatest not your lowest.